I know I've been told a million times not to expect a phone call from your spouse while they are in BCT, but I went on the Ft. Benning website and found the company he "should" be in as long as all went well in processing. I then found their website and it says that they allow a 5 min phone call to family's the day your SIT (soldier in training) starts basic training. So I was hoping that would be today because that's when he should have started, but nothing. Of course it does say they won't start till the 19th which is two days away so I guess I should just learn some patience. This is the longest my husband and I have ever gone without talking or seeing each other since we have been married. I miss him so much and by the way my daughter has been acting out the last few days I can tell its taking a toll on her as well. Thank goodness I've been busy with my new job. Its helped to pass the days a little quicker. The only problem is I feel so guilty every time I leave my kids. My daughter screams and begs me not to go. It breaks my heart.
I've decided to start walking again. I've been so tired lately and notice it has gotten worse since I stopped. I used to walk by myself, but with my husband being gone I'm pretty much have no choice but to take the kiddos. I love my stroller, but by the time you put both kids in that darn thing weighs at least 60 lbs. Thats a lot of pushing especially because my neighborhood has got a ton of hills. No pain no gain however.
I made my appointment yesterday to go get my ID card. I can't wait! I feel like that will make this whole thing real. I will be able to take the kids to the doctor or I can go to the doctor if need be. I can also get Jaden into the dentist. She is almost 4 and never been. I feel like I'm the worst parent on earth for that reason. Well I have a ton of homework to finish and a test to take. Till next time. :)
I've decided to start walking again. I've been so tired lately and notice it has gotten worse since I stopped. I used to walk by myself, but with my husband being gone I'm pretty much have no choice but to take the kiddos. I love my stroller, but by the time you put both kids in that darn thing weighs at least 60 lbs. Thats a lot of pushing especially because my neighborhood has got a ton of hills. No pain no gain however.
I made my appointment yesterday to go get my ID card. I can't wait! I feel like that will make this whole thing real. I will be able to take the kids to the doctor or I can go to the doctor if need be. I can also get Jaden into the dentist. She is almost 4 and never been. I feel like I'm the worst parent on earth for that reason. Well I have a ton of homework to finish and a test to take. Till next time. :)
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